This wasn't your main point, much was clipped in the quote, but it caught my eye. Your refrigerator magnet was free-form and evocative of feelings one doesn't get out of a box of crystal etched-awards for an insurance company (even if you use Balmoral font on the awards). I haven't seen much of your work, but I know talentlessness when I see it, and I don't see it.Tony Smith wrote:
My aspiration is to be really good at fusing. I'm not a very talented artist, so I know my fused glass will never be remarkable.
Extra talent just makes art easier*. The rest is just study, practice, and will. If you care about design and visual expression, you'll evolve. the only thing that would get in the way is a lack of confidence. I don't state this while holding any credentials (my mom will certify me as being brilliant though), I believe it nonetheless.
If you have no talent for design or expression, and no aspirations, why do you like certain artists' work more than others? And your favorites list is growing each day isn't it? Why are you finding yourself looking at graphic design more and more each day? Have you been caught recently staring at a woman's earrings, or the design in the fabric of her blouse? Almost got too close to that guy in the supermarket line while looking at his tattoo, didn't you? Getting ink all over your paper napkin drawing before lunch is served and making it unusable? Admit it, you're growing artistically. Problem is you're going to get bored with those stock blasting jobs.
*that bicycle seat and handlebar bull's head contrivance that picasso hung on a wall will eternally remind me that some people have it too easy when it comes to creative talent. It still pisses me off that picasso was making erotic lithographs and smoking non-filters at age 90. Mozart was more appropriately compensated. Harry Clarke too.